“I’m cut off from the world.
It’s lonely… living in this world alone, unable to feel anything.
I hurt people without even wanting to. Even if I didn’t mean to. It’s so awfully lonely it hurts.
Do I really see things the same way as other people do? Even the same colours, at least?
I don’t even know… But I don’t have any way to find out.
I can’t ask anyone… No one will come to save me. I don’t have anyone.
So I thought it’d be alright to just live alone.
Not relying on others. Not needing anyone. Then it wouldn’t matter if I lived or died.
It’s great, to not be a bother to anyone.
But I felt somewhere in my heart… That I was cut off from the world.
Can I not wake up?
Can I stop trying?
Can I stop now?”